i need to find motivation. and drive. and just get back into the groove of things. i had something to look forward to prior to going home, and now that its over i just feel numb.
well, not 100% numb — the only emotions ive been feeling lately are happiness when im with him, and homesickness when i think of home.
im in a funk. and i need to get out of it because i have important shit to do.